It's been almost a week since the "miracle injection" (deemed by me) and I am feeling about 80% better. I am very grateful, however I am still feeling some discomfort and I do not have full mobility...yet (smile). Although I must admit am using my cane a little less, my desire is to retire the cane. At times I am very doubtful that that will happen (this condition will zap you of your hope sometimes). With that said, let me reiterate that I know all things are possible with God, that is without question. I am just trying to "keep it real". I do have faith, and the mustard seed...well I can beat that, size wise.
I am learning to put one foot in front of the other. Today I will take two steps, tomorrow three and sooner or later I will walk a block. For some this may be trivial, but for me it is the first steps towards the rest of my life.
I still am not sure what the real reason for this affliction is, and I may never know! Some people advise me to just accept it and not give too much energy to the why's. Sorry people I cannot do that, I believe all things happen for a reason. Is there a lesson for me? Am I supposed to teach others? Is my current weakness designed to strengthen me in other areas? Is it simply to slow me down? I have so many questions and one day I will have equally as many answers. But until that time, I will continue to learn the lessons presented before me today
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