"Life"

Another day, another step and another walk in this journey called life. Looks like progress to me (smile).

My pain level is at a 5 that's OK not great but OK. My fear is that, I have dealt with this for so long that what some would deem unbearable is minimal pain to me. I don't know if that is good or bad...it just is. Remember pain is the bodies way of letting us know that something isn't right within. I think I know that now...next lesson please.

I'm still learning how to ask for and accept help, I need to learn this lesson quickly because I'm finding that assistance is needed more and more these days. My new project is to find a company that does residential cleaning, yes it has gotten to that point. Let me explain I was physically ill and I had extreme pain in my legs, for the first time I had no energy, will or strength to do everyday things around the house and well it got a little out of control. Hey, at least I recognize my short comings (smile). Please don't feel sorry for me this will do me no good, pray for me.