"Life"

I have a... I guess an abstract view of life. It's not black or white, in fact the colors are as prominent as the word itself. You never know when the tides will turn or what's coming around the bend. Therefore being prepared is a art in itself. I have lived my life to be a kind, giving, friendly, flexible, loving and an honest person. Seriously, I'm not patting myself on the back this is honestly who I am. I believe in friendships and I also believe that if you have one or two "real" friends in a life time you are truly blessed. I thought this was a very healthy way to live. Well, within the past couple of years, I began to see things, quite differently. as my life took a drastic turn for what I now call the worst time in my life. In the middle of my storm, it was like butterfly flew into my life and restored my smile. Now, I don't believe in coincidences, so I'm sure this was orchestrated, but among all that was going wrong I could now see a light. See, although I felt I had done it all right, life began to teach me it's bitter/sweet lessons.

1) A relationship does not equal a friendship
2) It's hard to save for a rainy day when it's been raining for years
3) Nothing last forever, good or bad
4) Being alone really is as bad as it seems
5) Music does calm the savage beast (thank God)
5) Jesus loves me anyway

So I take these lessons and I begin to mold my life... again. See, that's what it's all about, learning, adjusting, refocusing and moving forward. Some lessons have to be taught over and over again until we "master it". My life is so far out of my control, Haaayyyyy maybe that's the lesson!

Think about it!