I am learning to trust, what an opener right?
Well I have issues and I know that...but I'm working on it. I was referred to an orthopedic specialist and my first appointment was a couple of days ago. Now let me preface all this by saying I am not a Doctor but in my head I think I know what's best for me (smile). I've been told many times by many people that I am not as smart as I think I am. So I stepped out on faith and I go to see this Orthopedic Dr. Who looks at my knee, bends it two or three times and says we need to do this, this and this. My reaction is wait wait wait, I have been in constant pain for over a month and you look at me for a 5 minutes and have everything wrapped up in a nut shell. Well Mr Doctor man let me tell you what I think (he was not amused). Well, he explained to me what was going on, why and what we will have to do on an ongoing basis to minimize the pain. MINIMIZE!!! I want this thing (bakers cyst) out of me! He said flat out, no we won't take it out. Now I'm frustrated cause he keeps say we...well "WE" AIN'T IN PAIN. I am in pain and I am paying for this. Then he says to me trust me. Ding ding ding. Back to basics. That is my lesson for this period in my life, T R U S T. I took a deep breath and decided again, that I have to trust somebody. I will continue to trust God and pray that I learn to trust man, maybe a little bit at a time. Come on now I'm trying!!! I'll get there.
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