Good afternoon world! The legs is are ok today. I am still kinda struggleing to decifer which pain belongs to which ailment. Arthritis, lymphedema or ligament issues.
This past Sunday I felt like I had just had enough and could not take any more. Every single day, I pray for relief. I found myself sitting on the side of the bed crying, the pain was present but not so bad at that moment. This is when the emotional aspect of this all came down on me...again. I get so tired. I find myself looking forward to the little things, like just waking up pain free (for once).
I have been reading various blogs and post from people with lymphedema and I must say on many days I am very discouraged but on other days I am reminded of how blessed I am. How my pain is so menial compared to what others are going through. I have to admit it causes me to think, is this what I have to look forward to? OH God, I hope not.
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